Twenty six years and

Seems like I’ve just begun

To understand

My intimate is no one

(HIATUS)

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thestateonmtv:

Dads be like. I have trauma. I will never talk about or acknowledge this. One day u will come across a picture of my childhood and realize that I have a entire flesh and blood brother still alive who I have never mentioned or acknowledged. Anyway why dont you tell me anything about ur fucking life.

My dad had a sister who died of a horrible brain tumor when he was in grade school. He and his siblings never talked about it. I only found out when I was about 18. He also had a secret half sister and a strained relationship with his own dad. My grandpa never showed affection or said “I love you” or anything. Somehow my dad beat the odds and is a kind and empathetic person, but I always wonder how he ended up so completely different from his own father.

I’m not being followed by porn blogs, but they are now like, sexy girl blogs with a lot of cleavage pictures that look like they’ve been pulled off of MySpace

I’ve ragged on Tony a lot in the past and let some of his annoying fans alter how I feel about him but damn. Somebody save that man. I am heartbroken.

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